Recently I found myself being physically attracted to solid stocky men. I am particularly refer to those men who are are not overly obese - just about right & masculine. It reminded of Kevin James of the King of Queens comedy show. Though Kevin is too big for me, his face is cute and he is very manly.
I find it totally strange with the sudden shift in my interests with these types of men. I did make out with a guy who is strong, chub and bearish. The warmth of the dude as out bodies touch each other was electrifying. I am thinking: Could it be that I am looking for someone who is strong in personality? Have I been looking in the wrong direction with the type of man I want for a life time relationship?
I am not the typical Gay Asian Man that some Caucasian would look for - as I am not in the skinny type. I have a very bad habit of judging my physical physique. The experience has shown me that the things I think about myself maybe different to what other people perceive of me. I may be too hard on myself for years.
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